yeaah, he told me he miss me and love me. but three days ago exactly sunday. he explained why didnt he chat and webcam w me.. here it is.. his company didnt allow to marry with another country, except omani. so he didnt know how to tell me, he was so sad. so, last sunday he told me everything about he did ask permission to his company, about how much he loves me but he can't harm his love, about he doesnt like ara* girls at all, and about bla bla blaa, and so on...
i told him, yeah if the best way for us like this, its ok, i accepted. and i asked, why did you love me? because he loves someone who has a soft heart, and that words make me wanna cry. you kno the nite of sunday i was crying, even the rainy let my tears down at the moment...
finally we decided being just a friend only. but hellooooo, if the sun still rises from east to west, the bird still loud out his tweet, and the earth still rotating, so i can find someone who can be my soulmate or he can find me someday.. aamiin..
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